Sunday, 24 February 2008

Am i being too stubborn?

Nowadays, i found out that i'm getting more and more stubborn, not listening to others, ignoring, etc...

Having my own point of view and standing strong on it is good but sometimes we must try to listen to others' to.

Maybe i was much influenced by one of my coursemates that we must always find other's mistakes and prove them wrong...lolx, special theory eh?

However, the more people are trying to explain to me, the more disbelief i became...(depends on what situation and who is the speaker)

Well, just as what we learned in Permata Camp, maybe my glass of water is too full...



And it's time that i should empty them and start refilling again =)

Wednesday, 20 February 2008

Very meaningful

When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14,
she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15,
she came home from work,
looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then,
one day, she quietly died. (touch wood)
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOURHEART..

Tuesday, 5 February 2008

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Sugar taste so bitter,
Salt taste so sour,
Nothing is sweet.

Is there something wrong with my taste buds?
No, no, no...

It's because i'm in a very bad mood...
Trying my best to be patient, keep on telling myself, i can do this, just be strong...

I CAN DO IT!!!

Saturday, 2 February 2008

An unexplainable dream =(

I have had the wildest, weirdest, unspeakable and unexplainable dream throughout my life this morning...

It started off like this:

I'm having my final examination for the semester, a paper which we need 4 hours to complete it. Then, out of a sudden I received a call from someone saying that my grandparents is sick and all of my relatives are preparing to fulfill their wishes. (touch wood...i'm sorry, grandpa, grandma)

Then, due to my situation, the facilitator said that all of the students may leave the hall with the examination paper with us but to hand in to them in time. Therefore, i rush to my grandparents' house to help them. Just to learn that their wish is to have a proper wedding. And the proper wedding that they are talking about is to stand 2 candles upside down. (very swt) Therefore, we tried various ways to stand them, whether to melt the other end and let it stand, so on and so forth. Finally, we managed to make them stand.

Okay, the story of my grandparents just stop there like that...and it continues with my final examination. The scene is back in UTP village 4 where everyone is walking around happily buying stuff from the shop while i was in a very tension mood that i only manage to finish a quarter of the paper and i'm running out of time.

The paper is actually a Bahasa Malaysia paper. (which Malaysians don't have to take in UTP) I was too panic when i received the news and in such a hurry that I actually skipped the 1st question without knowing it. Therefore, after doing question 3, i have to skip back to question 1 and put an asterisk (*) saying that i missed the 1st question and sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Oh my.....then, i saw kuhan, nirash, adi and mildred pass by smiling asking whether i manage to finish the paper or not. I didn't ask them but their faces told me that they have completed it. Oh my.............there is definitely not enough time as i still have a lot of questions haven't answer yet and the time is ticking very fast, almost reaching the end of the time given. I was thinking, die la die la....

Then, "POP"!!!!!

I woke up smiling...realise that it was all just a dream =)

Aih, dreams are unexplainable, the minute you are here, and the next, you are at somewhere else...and those weird stuff you will do in dreams where it is impossible that it will happen in real life.

so, can anyone explain what my dream means???

Saturday, 19 January 2008

My very stubborn hairdresser

One day, my mum came home from work and ask:

Mum : mi, wanna go cut hair?
Me : huh? y so sudden geh? erm...erm...(never think of it before..haha) ..OK LOR..
just trim it...

So, we went to the salon where we used to go...and i told her what i wanted...
But...she argue with me and say no...and will try another style instead...

i was DEFEATED!!! for the second time...
the first was half a year ago..the same issue again, i told my mum to change to another hairdresser but she doesn't want to...she says she feels comfortable with the current one..

Sweat =.=" huhu...nevermind, for now, i'll just go with it..be patient...huhu......

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

All endings are also beginnings

On the last day of camp, we packed our bags and off to KLCC, back to where we came from...

Some of them have already left Casa Rachado the night before, they took their own transport home..(can't wait to go home..heh). Therefore, the six of us, me, philip, charles, jing zhi, jason and raymond are in one bus(the last bus). Imagine, only the six of us in that super big Kopetro bus...lolx

While waiting for others who are late (not sure whether there are any of them left), we got kinda bored and started to do some funny stuff...


*first time DRIVING a bus...haha*

Then there's naughty Jing Zhi pretended to fall down while getting on the bus...



Sleeping on the floor?


Or on the single seat?


Seriously, i don't know what they are doing...haha


Okay, so here we are, 6 people simply loitering around don't know waiting for who...haha



Then, 2 more people from Ilham joined us at the end and off we go, the whole bus with 9 people including the bus driver. Then, out of a sudden, the guys had the thought of visiting Klang before going back UTP. Well, apparently, there's nothing interesting about Klang...(honestly)..haha, so, in the end, we decided to go to sunway lagoon instead. Thus, Philip, Charles and Jason followed me while Raymond and Jing Zhi went back UTP.

But, too bad for us, by the time we had our lunch, it looks like it's gonna rain and we have only 3 hours before the theme park is closed. Therefore, with very disappointed faces, we went back into Sunway Pyramid and go for.....



*ice skating!!!*

I haven't been into the ice skating rink since i was form 4 i think....haha, felt excited and a bit scared at that time although i went for skating before this.

Well, it's Jason's first time tho...and you can see the excitement in him. Being a fast learner, he pick up very fast and in a blink of an eye, he started skating very fast, even better than me...(malu, malu...haha)

But, misfortune and accidents happen everywhere...
Each of us got a cut somewhere or some part of the body aching but that's only the small problem compared to Charles's injury...

He sprained his left ankle...went to HKL the next day for x-ray but luckily no bones broken...
Well, new semester gonna start soon, hopefully he has a speedy recovery la...


*fr left, Philip, Charles and Jason*

All in all, really had a very great day with them..thx to Philip zhai for suggesting that we go hang out before we go home...and all of them who made my day^^

See you guys in UTP again soon...

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

Precious Permata Camp??

Well, Permata camp was fun although I thought it wouldn’t be at first…

On the first day when we are suppose to gather at KLCC then to PD, I was shocked to see Richard and Christon passing by. I was like “okay, the juniors will be with us for the week and another thing is CHRISTON!!! Swt…sure kena bomb until very teruk one…huhu”

My Permata batch mates are: Philip, Jing Zhi, Charles, Jason, Raymond, Valsan, Christon, Jane, Hooi Yee, Cheah Hui, Javier and Richard.

After our first tea break at Casa, we went exploring around Ilham, which we didn’t get to stay there.(pity huh) and of course, the famous light house too. But too bad we can’t go in, just stay around the light house and take some nice photos.

*the never ending sea*


*the light house*

Well, for the next 5 days we are packed with lots of indoor and outdoor activities. Some of the activities are boring, as you know…motivation camp right? But some are very interesting…

Such as...

*the XY game*

*the sinking boat*

*my samba mates*

*then there is this guy name Ramzi whose bday is on the second day of camp, after the faci told us that it's his bday, suddenly, out of no where, came a big cake and we sang him a bday song...weird huh?*

The thing that I enjoyed the most is when all of us get together and chat till 1 am every night after supper.

And those beach moments where you get to dip your legs into the warm sea water and let the waves came splashing by...

and trying to imagine how your dream house will look like in the future...

*like this?*

Or something like Philip's dream house? lol...

Well, built up some strong and precious friendship too...

*Pretty Aisah and I*

*my smaller group mates*

(Ramzi is missing)


And most importantly in what i enjoyed there is the food!!! lol...